Warnings: yaoi
, m-preg
His hobby in the morning was to see Kiku sleep. Knewamp; iacute; as every so often, but always meeting properly its responsibilities as a nation because it was unthinkable to neglect them win! On the other hand, had only really done a couple of times, until one day become a woman woke Kiku and Arthur's wand shattered at the foot of the bed. For Arthur had already gone through similar events, was not much, but for the poor Kiku, the fact meant a revolution. Impossible! Unthinkable! A catastrophe! It took all the IAWD to convince Arthur that normalcy regresaríaa the next morning. The night ... it was another matter. Several weeks passed before they realized what had happened and the consequences it would bring. After the initial shock, they both took the best possible way and Kiku ended up moving to the house of Arthur. They were perfect and loving marriage shown in the classic movies.
-Kiku, awake, or going to be late, hated having to wake him, had been postponed as much as possible but could not keep falling behind. Too bad, he looked so peaceful ...
"Hmm ..." black eyes gave no sign of life quite convincingly.
"Of course if you can stay at home all day - the English had gone to bed hugging her lover, noticing the smell of her hair. God! How he withstood the urge to touch the skin of silk just to not bother him. Nothing like a good excuse.
"We can not fail, it would be disrespectful.
-Arthur-san! "The idea really tempted him but ... No! It was their moral obligation to go.
The Babyshower was quite cope even though China was spent muttering about England's neck and calling him a bastard
-still there? "Arthur had finished serving dinner and disponíaa take a seat when she noticed the absence of his wife
. He sighed and went without much thought to Kiku's favorite room, the baby's room.
-Arthur-san.
-Kiku, no matter where you look, you're finished, "the English embraced by his beloved behindism trying in vain to surround his belly .- Here is where more effort and dedication "But I'm more afraid of being a bad parent. Can not say I did quite well with my brothers, but even they had a basis. With a son in all his foster change from the first moment will affect your future life. I do not want to carry that burden, buried his head on the shoulder of his wife.
"I thought you were going to calm
" I told you not to worry, we both strive to the utmost. If I'm with you, everything will be fine.
-Arthur-san touched his lips as tenderly asif they were touching the front of your baby just sleep.
That same night, all hell broke loose.
Hetalia ~! ~
-Arthur-san, I have fear, "Kiku pleading face was all that could stop Arthur desperately running around the house.
"Relax, you'll be alright," replied without much conviction.
"But it is not time! -Was on the verge of tears.
Arthur laid his hands on the shoulders of trembling japonésy looked into her eyes, not security, but rather trying to convey his desire hope all is well.
"Listen! You're a country, and countries are able to survive any human.
"But ...
" And the baby will be fine! Perhapsby this time tomorrow you'll have in your arms, so you should think what song you're going to coo. Understand?
-S ... yes, a tear fell silent at her pale cheek.
"Okay, now let's go!
Things did not improve when they reached the hospital and panic seized the helpless English was merely going around in the waiting room. Kiku was admitted to the ER and the doctors came and salt & amp; iacute; an hurry without speaking to the desperate father. It was unbearable!
Arthur was about to go and hit someone if you do not say anything more than "unstable", when it appeared the doctor.
-Sr. Kirkland.
-Yes! -All capabilities to read the room had vanished.
"There were many complications. His wife is in comments, but will recover soon and may see it. CHT painful ents were clearly visible on the face of Kiku. How terrible it is to see your own aspirations shattered framed by endless tears in the face of the beloved. Everything
Arthur could do was lay him down in the call sillóny Yao. Damn! He also had his heart broken! But was content to comfort his dear Kiku. His sweet Kiku. I wanted to take over everything having to do with him, but he knew that the mere fact of being in that house, it hurt. He had lost a son and now would have to lose his wife, of his own ... The afternoon was warm and distant from the hell that they lived in their souls. The breeze began to caress the hair of Kiku, who remained impassive, sweet and melancholy under the lintel of the door.
"When you feel better, you can return whenever you want, I'll be waiting.
-? -not misunderstand me, really treasure the time we spent together, and there's nothing else in this world want to go back to those days, but ... feel like I've been living a life without me share.
-Kiku-those hugs that melted all the objections were not able to reduce pain. There are wounds that never close at all ... - You have been the most wonderful thing happened to me, you know who would do anything for you.
"I know, but I can not help thinking that perhaps if this had not happened, I would have chosen as your partner for life. Kiku "I love you.
"And I love you. But now the pain it causes me to think what might have been ... yy ... it will never be larger. Goodbye Arthur. Kiku -bye.
One last kisssweet as honey, delicate and ephemeral, which will remain eternal in his memoirs, as well as a torn soul, until the end of his immortal day.
FIN
